I hold out my hand…I hold out my heart. ……..I say all my feelings…….this is where it starts…..when will I love……when will I try ..when can I get this feeling over…...when will all this emptiness go away inside…. I gave out my hand.. Nothing in return…...I gave out my heart…..just broken pieces was what I deserved?….should I hold back for a while. …...should I just wait...should I take control ..or would it be all in the hands of fate?….is this where I should end….?or is this the beginning of my start?…will love find its way…or will it be another arrow stabbed again right threw my heart?....should I even put up with this?….is this how my life should go?…..should I just pretend like nothing happened.. Or just let it flow…..this here is the anthem to my life…..love and everything in between…..all my ladies know what I am talking about…..all my ladies have been through all these things….we should all not take love for granted…or anything special you have…..you have got to stay true…...when something like that comes around….don’t let it get the very best of you …you shouldn’t be like me selfish and have no heart….just take me for example.. ..look where I ended up.. …getting played and screwed over in the back of his crappy car.. I was in for love for all the wrong reasons …..and now I am asking to have another chance…. Is this the right thing for me or not?… is love something In my life that shouldn’t be planned?. should I just die alone…live life like stupid people on the streets…… kill me before that ever happens.. or is that where I should really be …….I make stupid stories up to all my friends hoping that someday that it would come true .this is not a dream this is reality .someone wake me up soon…there was this one night…. I was looking up unto the stars…and saw all the clouds moving.. I thought that I heard someone call my name so I turned around……. and saw nothing….is that what my life will always do to me ……make me think that something is there……. That has happened to me many times …..its jus not fair….so now this is the beginning to my end …….and the end of my start…take me away from all this shit in life…I would rather be all alone living for the rest of my life in this world that I call hell in the dark… ..so this is now where I end it…….. this is now where it stops.. The words that I say will prove out to be nothing…again …..nothing at all.. So whatever this piece of poetry takes me…I hope that it will take me somewhere good and very soon... until next time something happens….ill be sure to pick up my paper and pencil.. Write something better for you…

                                                Laura